| come by when you get off work
i will be sitting around doing nothing
we can wait until the sun goes down
then we will drive off deep into the night
i don't care where we are going
as long as i'm going with you
the summer swells in
with the heat comes a new kind of wanting
cool nights never cooled us off
lay around and wait for something to happen
when it is three lonely figures
a bedroom, a basement, she is scared
which one is sleeping and which one is lying awake?
which one is sleeping and which one is lying about it?
afternoon drags on and on
movie nights that never end
we can hang out all night long
lay in bed and talk to a good friend
because you only get older and you probably forget what it is like
the university is quiet today
we didn't clean
we just talked in the bathroom
the girl always gets in the way
ruined friendships but others replace them
these opinions are poison
i have been drinking them all of my life
i could never replace you
and i could never forget what its like
step out on a moonlit roof
the radio leads a feel good revolution
cigarettes and my closest friends
i tell myself that i have to remember this
i have to remember this
*i do miss summer, and i do love conor. | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment   |
| | i miss you so much chloe, i wish i could have you back for like one day.i cant believe its been a year... you were the best ever and i love you. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| my life: this summer I was employed at both walgreens and the hillcats stadium, however now the baseball season is coming to a close and that makes me very sad b/c I think that was the funnest job i may ever have. As for walgreens I can not say the same it is very irritating and the people can be unreasonable but now that I have been there for 3 months i have everything pretty much down pat and I know where everything is (for the most part). I have realized and will admit I am not the best of drivers, I find it to be scary. Cars are weapons and something I dont think I should have the responsibility of, I very much favor being a passenger. I have come to find in life there are a lot of nice people but most of them do not care. I am fortunate enough to have found the friends that I have, I love them to death and they are by far the best mates ever. Boys are confusing but what would one expect and dumping someone is the most sickening thing ever. The cruelty of a human being never ceases to amaze me as I have learned in history. All the views I was taught and grew up believing are all changing I don’t look at things quite the way I use to.
I will remember this summer w/ me and my bestest pals laying in the my driveway talking about life or riding really slow in my car listening to oasis w/ the windows down, a repeat of a relationship I wish could last longer than one week intervals, sitting on the dugouts watching fireworks, riding around in the jeep w/ Michael Grigsby and Todd listening to chronic future, Walgreens w/ Jake and Mrs. Crawford and listening to the same oldies over and over, experiencing the south w/ Natasha’s family, going to Florida & the beach, watching endless hours of movies, the O.C., and Laguna, laying in bed listening to bright eyes, going to the creamery, chillin w/ Crystal, the pool w/ kait, the dollar movies, going to the house, shows @ elon, the teal pontiac sunbird w/ no air conditioner just windows down..i just really really love summer and I'd say it was realll good, and though I am not ready for the academy I must say that the fall weather is my favorite and I am ready for the leaves to start falling, cute sweaters, scaremare, my birthday, and Halloween.
<3 <3 | | comments: 6 comments or Leave a comment |
| | so yesterday i read the perks of being a wallflower. it must be one of the best books i have ever read. simply amazing. | | comments: Leave a comment |
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| *I AM FREEEEEEEEEE from tha academy..exams were stressful beyond belief but it is finally over..its actually kinda of sad to think i will never attend the acedemy at that location ever again i really do love it even if it is a bit on the goofy side.
*Kaitlin is being shipped to the carribean Fri night i believe. it sounds nice but is really a tragedy & i will miss her greatly, mind you the royers planned this trip about 3 days in advance
*I am a part of a book club for over the summer (natasha, kaitlin, and i) first book The Jungle.
**Summer is finally here and i dont know what to do w/ myself.....partttttyyyyy | | comments: Leave a comment |
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| *friday:
received my license, and 1st day of work.
**my grandmom told me i had become a beautiful young woman today..does one need anymore satisfation in life?
***54 days of school left! | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | in a little over a month and i half i will be getting my liscense!! i could have already but sadly i waited to get my permit. oh well who cares. i cant wait till i can drive.... | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
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well these 4 fab girls and i decided that 5th period was not an option and we must skip it. so we went to our dear guidance couselor ( she is quite the goof but a good mediator) and broke out into a gigantic fight. summer dear i love you and your earrings, they are not ugly and aqua isnt a dull color. haha it was greatttt.
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| thursday-out w/ the ladies. nats house..b&n...target
friday-mall w/ the girls
saturday-show in fredricksburg w/ becks and brandi..
caleb singing n'sync.hahaha
good times..good times... | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| You think you're blood to me and I think you're fucking wrong.
You've crossed the line one last time, so I'm going through you if I can't get over you. I'm getting over you the only way I know how..over you.
YOU CROSSED THE LINE FROM ENEMY TO CASUALTY THE DAY YOU DISRESPECTED ME. | | comments: 5 comments or Leave a comment |
| | "we did this fab dance routine. It was duo head shaking, kick turn, jump on bed, snog teddy, then back to head shaking. I was feeling quite perked up however it was ruined, of course, someone had to spoil it. I had forgotten the Return of the Mad Lawn Man. He came in the front door stomping and crashing into things yelling...Beckiiii. Are you deaf?!! Turn that racket down i can hear it all the way down the street!. I shouted back, Pardon? can you speak up, Dad, theres really loud music playing.we laughed and found it to be quite the pisser...dad not so much." | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
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| | 401-0098...i have the entire week off so if you wanna hang out lets do it. chrissy and kait are gone for the week and i will miss them dearly however as everyone knows theres loose glitter time and then there is becki riscart and natasha bayse time. its like recharging a battery. this week has been good. show on tuesday and that was pretty good a little confusing but whatever and then i received another administrative detention and a talk about if i get one more then i will be getting a saturday workday...4 hours off chores and labor around the academy i cant think of a better way to spend my afternoon...then wed. there was a scavenger hunt. we rode around in the lca spirit bus and listened to techno..wow.. thurs...natasha spent the night and we watched the classic breakfast at tiffanys..then fri. rode around with natasha's mom in the alero where i spend a good 1/3 of my life. today i will probally waste $3 to go to the football game...its ridiculous that they charge their own students to get into the game. we already pay to attend that school...they'll do anything for $. well i going. muahhhh. Beck | | comments: 9 comments or Leave a comment |
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| | my dad attempted making eggs...i think the house may burn down | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
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